The benefits of waking up at 5am

For many years now (not always by choice) I have been a ridiculously early riser. Back at University I would often be up and about at 4am, mostly because once I woke up, I struggled to get back to sleep, but also because I realised that getting out of my bed was more productive than lying there feeling frustrated about the fact I couldn’t sleep.

As the years went on and this ‘problem’ persisted, I took a conscious decision to embrace my ability to wake up so early. I began to think of all the things I could get done whilst everyone around me is still asleep.

Here is a list of my favourite things about waking up at 5am every day:

Sunrise

Watching the sun rise in silence and seeing a new day begin with light flooding over the earth, is probably my absolute favourite thing about early mornings. The cold, dark silence gradually becomes warmth and light and I’ve found it to be the perfect time for self-refection, meditation and stillness. The ultimate way to start the day.

Silence

Most people (in my house anyway) do not get up at 5am. I used to find this kind of boring, being the only one awake, until I realised how much more peaceful it is to wake up to the sound of silence. No interfering energies bombarding mine during my most peaceful state, no rushing, no voices, no tension, just me and my rested mind enjoying the bliss of not being disturbed. It is probably the only time where I can have full focus on what I am doing without distraction and I treat the solitude of the early hours as a blessing. I learn more listening to the silence of the morning than I do throughout my entire day.

Yoga

The morning is my favourite time to practise yoga and meditation, mostly for the two reasons above – sunrise and silence. There are no disturbances, interfering energies, irritating sounds to distract me, so I have at least two hours every morning to go deep into my practise with a clear mind and full focus. I am also motivated to get straight on to my mat before others rise so as not to waste any of that blissful peace.

Productivity

By getting up so early, you give yourself a massive head start to the day. Normally by 9am when the rest of my household are getting ready, I have already ticked off most of my important habits for the day, before they have even had a glass of water (yes it’s not a competition, I know). My morning list looks something like this: make bed, lemon water, yoga practise, meditation, herbal tea, run or walk, stretch, shower, clean space, meal prep. By getting up and five and getting straight on with things, I have used four hours of my time productively, without distraction and feel a great sense of achievement with completing all of the above by 9.

Early nights

Getting up early means that I feel ready to sleep earlier. This is great because the evenings are the times that I feel I struggle the most with fighting unhealthy habits or wasting my own time. By 9pm I am in bed and all I feel like doing is reading until I fall asleep – because I know I have to get up at 5. I don’t feel like overindulging in snacks or alcohol as I don’t want to feel awful waking up so early, and I don’t want to sit and watch trash on tv because I know it’s a waste of my time and staring at a screen will make it more difficult for me to fall asleep.

Healthy habits

Being so productive so early on in the day sets me up to achieve what I intended to do. I feel motivated from completing my morning tasks and ready for the day ahead. I feel like I have a clear mind and want to do good things for myself rather than procrastinate and make unhealthy choices. I gift myself invaluable time to practise deep yoga, long meditation and other self-care activities such a journaling, running, meal prep, cleaning etc, which all enable me to feel grounded and good in myself.

Avoiding unhealthy habits

Similar to above, I find that going to bed earlier and waking up earlier helps me to avoid more triggering times of the day – which for me is the evening, where I am feeling tired, looking for distraction or excitement and things that I think I want but don’t actually need, eg bottle of wine, binge watch shows etc. Having this structure to my time allows me to be rested and clear at the times I need the most and helps me to avoid triggers that cause me to behave in ways that make me unhappy.

Self-care

Some say self-care is selfish. It’s not. You cannot give to others if you have not given to yourself, just as you cannot pour water from an empty cup. It’s true that we all have commitments to work, other people etc, and that we cannot, all of the time be saying ‘sorry, just need to go have a bath and care for myself right now’. It’s true that with the fast-paced world we live in it can be extremely difficult to carve out time in the day to look after ourselves. But this is probably one of the best reasons to get up early, because you are gifting yourself with time that is only yours. You can do the things that you need to do without having to explain yourself because everyone else is asleep. The hustle and bustle of the day, where you have all these things to do for others has not yet started. Make self-care a priority by giving yourself the time you need, without excuses. You will see that by doing so, you have more to offer those around you because you have given to yourself first.

I could go on, but I think the above reasons are enough to give a motivation to join the “5am club’. Once you start getting up early your body will adjust and you will get used to it. Naturally you will want to sleep earlier and feel fresh waking up. As you build the habit, this routine will create a strong structure in your life where you can get more done, have time for self-care and extra hours for the things you want to do, enjoy silence, experience your true peaceful state before disruption and distractions from the day ahead and make mindful choices for yourself from a clear mind. You will get better sleep, probably avoid unhealthy habits without even trying, and be able to offer more of yourself to those around you because you’ve given yourself one thing none of us seem to have enough of, time.

Side note, 5am may not be for you. Your work schedule, commitments, habits, lifestyle may not compliment this lifestyle and this post is not intended to say one way is ‘better’ than whatever works for you. I am just sharing the bliss that I personally find in the early hours of the morning, but am completely aware that every person is different and what works for one person has no guarantee to work for another. Perhaps you revel in the joys of staying up into the late hours of the night and that is when your get most done!.. something I will never know. Either way find your quiet time, use it wisely and always listen to yourself to find what works best for you, as that is something only you know. 🙂

Ashtanga yoga got me through the pandemic

I’ve been practising yoga daily for almost four years now. What started as curiosity, quickly became obsession. I realised that not only was yoga benefitting my physical health, but also subtly yet effectively changing the way I saw myself and the world around me.

Pretty quickly I realised that this new found love of yoga was not just a hobby, but in fact the most powerful recovery maintenance tool I had ever discovered.

As someone who has suffered with mental illness in the past, namely eating disorders and addiction, and has an on going war with anxiety and depression, I’ve tried a lot of things to help myself get better. Therapy, tablets, you name it, I’ve tried it. But yoga. Why had I never done yoga before? (I know why, because my mum is a yoga teacher so of course I resented the practise for the years of it being suggested to me. I dubbed it slow, boring)

So back to the point. I became fascinated by yoga and how practising it daily could change me so much. I taught myself basic poses and sketchy flows in my tiny bedroom and spent hours a day trying to teach myself to handstand in the restaurant I worked at. I went to some vinyasa flow classes but other than that I was pretty much teaching myself by copying things I had seen online.

It wasn’t until I took my yoga teacher training in Rishikesh, India a year or two later, that I was formally introduced to Ashtanga.

We practised for an hour and a half every morning and I hated it, kind of. The rigorous sequence of physically demanding postures, held to the slow breath count of our teacher for a period of 90 minutes, was intense and more challenging than I thought yoga could ever be. I felt frustrated in difficult poses, with the teachers echoing count to five intentionally slowing as he saw me struggle. I felt annoyed at myself for failing to memorising the sequence quickly. The long Sanskrit names listed across my cheat sheet looked like a jumbled mess of letters that I couldn’t seem to etch in to my mind. The repetitive sequence made me feel both love and hate. I loved to know exactly what was coming next (even if I had to look at my sheet), and at the same time, the thought of subsequent poses filled me with dread, boredom and resistance.

I felt intrigued by this style of yoga… A self-confessed fan of self-punishment, the structure and discipline required, along with the objective of enduring discomfort, really spoke to me. It was challenging and a lot of me didn’t want to do it, which enticed the part of me that always wants to push myself to my limits.

After the course I went back to ‘fun stuff’.. handstands, vinyasa flow, ‘moving my body how felt good’, that kind of thing. But after some time I lost inspiration and something was leading me back to wanting that feeling of freedom through strict self-discipline that I had got from practising ashtanga in India.

I began attending guided ashtanga classes almost daily and developed a better understanding of the primary series. As I managed to memorise more and felt confident enough to attend my first MySore class, bam, all studios shut, the global pandemic struck and the world as we knew it basically ended in the blink of an eye. Very dramatic, but lockdown did cause us all to change and adapt our lives completely within a short space of time, so what I mean is that it felt like the world had ended.

I was suddenly stuck at home (like everyone else, I know), flat – gone, job – gone, yoga studios – gone, routine – gone. Fuck. As a creature of habit I momentarily panicked about how I was mentally going to survive this pandemic without routine, structure and purpose I guess. I desperately didn’t want to lose my yoga progress so I utilised YouTube, my cheat sheet and my notes from India and practised the same guided primary series every single morning at 5am. At least if i did nothing else in the day I would have done this.

Many mornings I felt exhausted and unmotivated. What was I going to do all day in the abyss of nothingness. All I knew is that I had to do ashtanga. I had to go through the motions at whatever pace I could that day and everyday, because it was my one and only task. It reminded me that I am strong, capable, determined and resilient. It allowed me to cultivate the peace my racing mind required to be able to cope with the triggers lockdown presented me with; boredom, loneliness.

For a while I called it my morning torture, because that’s what it felt like. I struggled through the practise, physically and mentally. But as I continued to commit, persistence saw my body and mind remembering, becoming stronger. My once tired and jerky transitions became a fluid synchronicity with the symphony of my own breath. I was becoming lighter in body and mind and silent precision replaced heavy inaccuracy.

I stuck to it rigidly and after a few months, I had finally memorised the sequence through nothing other than repetition. I put my cheat sheets away, shut down the YouTube page and began to practise solo, guided my nothing by my own breath and memory. My jump throughs emerged out of thin air it seemed, but I realised it was the consistency and repetition of movement that allowed me to ‘achieve’ this.

It has been about ten months now, of doing this rigorous practice daily and I can see a lot of change in my yoga. Sure my body has adapted, strengthened and lengthened and I can go much deeper into many of the poses, but what is more fascinating than the body to me, is my mind. My focus on breath has changed everything and I use it to complete a steady and precise practice, each pose as important as the last and the next, every finger and toe active, every gaze held without distraction. My balance has improved for sure and that has much more to do with my steady mind than my body’s strength.

I now look forward to waking up at 5am every day, when it feels like the rest of the world is still asleep. In the silence of the early hours, my room dimly lit by nothing but candles and a salt lamp, I move through the sequence as seamlessly as I can. I’ve found a sanctuary within myself thanks to ashtanga yoga, and I am so grateful to have had it guide me through this difficult year.

How to start yoga

‘I want to start yoga but I have no idea how…’
Here are four simple steps so you can begin your yoga journey today.

  1. Research.

    Like with anything you’d like to know more about, research is your obvious first step. We are lucky enough to live in a time where the answer to basically any question you have are easily accessible via Google. When I first considered taking up yoga one of the first things I did was google ‘how do I start yoga’, then ‘what is yoga’.

    You will find that there are a variety of styles of yoga, and taking the time to read about each will prove useful in helping you to decide which style may best meet your needs. To save you the trouble, here is a brief overview of a few different styles of yoga you are likely to come across:

    Ashtanga yoga
    ‘Ashtanga’ means ‘8 limbed path’ in Sanskrit. This style of practice involves a very physically demanding sequence of postures that is memorised by the practitioner.
    In Mysore, India people would gather to practice Ashtanga at their own pace, led by their own breath. So a Mysore Ashtanga class at a studio will be an individual practise with teachers offering adjustments to students.
    A led Ashtanga class will be guided by a teacher so everyone moves at the same pace – more suitable for new students.

    Vinyasa flow yoga
    Adapted from Ashtanga yoga in the 1980’s, vinyasa is essentially a flowing sequence of postures coordinated with breath. Unlike Ashtanga, the sequence is not set and will be different depending on your teacher.
    Considered the most athletic style of yoga, vinyasa flow has become increasingly popular amongst those who want to move and sweat. It is a work-out as well as a work-in and is a common practice found in most commercial studios.

    Hatha yoga
    In Sanskrit ‘Ha’ means sun and ‘tha’ means moon. Hatha yoga is a pathway to creating balance and uniting opposites.
    Normally moving at a slower pace than other styles, with focus on alignment, breathing and traditional exercises. Haha yoga is a great place for the beginner to start.

    Iyengar yoga
    Named after and developed by BKS Iyengar, this style of yoga pays great attention to detail of alignment and precision in the performance of postures.
    Combining breath control and postures, props are often used to help students perfect their form and go deeper into postures, safely.
    A great style for those working with injury or looking for a more relaxing practise.

    Kundalini yoga
    With as much focus on the spiritual aspect of the practise as the physical, kundalini classes often combine chanting, mantra, breath-work, invigorating postures and meditation.
    With the aim of releasing energy within your lower spine and body, kundalini can be an intense practise.

    Yin yoga
    A meditative practise that is slow paced. Lots of seated postures held for longer periods of time.
    Yin is a relaxing style of yoga where much of the work is done by gravity.

    Bikram yoga
    The sequence of 26 basic postures, each performed twice in a room heated to 105 degrees and 40% humidity. Studios often refer to the practise as ‘hot yoga’ in order to disassociate with the founder, Bikram – who faced sexual offence allegations. The ‘hot yoga’ sequence may differ slightly depending on where you practise.
    The heat of the room increases flexibility, raises heart rate and makes you sweat, so make sure you are well hydrated before and after the practise.

    There are a number of other styles, but these are the most common that you’ll likely come across in local studios.


  2. Self-Assessment

    Ask yourself the following question and using your answer and your research, get an idea of which style of yoga might meet your requirements best.

    Why do I want to start yoga?

    If your answer is fitness related, ashtanga, vinyasa or hot yoga would probably best meet your needs.

    Restorative, hatha or iyengar would all be good options for a greater focus on relaxation.

    If you’re looking to begin a spiritual journey, kundalini would be good place to start as it incorporates chanting, meditation and is equal parts spiritual and physical.


  3. Now you know a bit about yoga and you may have an idea of which style to start with, you should just start!

    Either sign up to a local studio for a 30 day introductory offer (most studios offer these) and book yourself into some classes. If this isn’t possible for whatever reason (Covid, money, distance, whatever)… get straight on YouTube and type ‘beginner *style* yoga class’. There are thousands and thousands of classes to choose from; you’ll be completely spoiled for choice.

    Two channels I would specifically recommend are Yoga with Tim and Yoga with Adriene. Both provide 30 day programs / challenges and deliver classes with clear, concise instructions.


  4. Commitment.

    Like with anything in life, if you want to see results you have to put the work in. Progress takes time and consistency, so try to carve out even just five or ten minutes a day to practise. This could mean setting your alarm five minutes earlier and making an effort to meditate for five minutes before you start your day. It could also mean rolling out your mat for ten minutes to stretch while your dinner is cooking.

    The 30 day programs available on the web are really useful for this step. They push you to build a habit from scratch and keep you motivated.


  5. Patience.

    Starting anything new is not easy; you have to keep at it and put in the hours. Yoga is called a practice because you really do have to practice.

    Try not to get frustrated with yourself and just enjoy the wobbly journey. Remember those elegant insta-poses that flood our feeds did not happen over night, they came through years of practise and dedication.. so don’t ever compare your practise to anyone else’s; you live in a different body; your practise will look different from the next persons!

10 reasons to take up yoga

I could probably tell you 100 reasons as to why incorporating yoga into your daily life is beneficial; but for the sake of not making this post super long, I will tell you my top 10.

  1. Benefits mental health

    After struggling with mental illness for around a decade (namely eating disorders, anxiety and depression) and trying every kind of therapy my family could think of (CBT, Psychotherapy, Hypnotherapy, Prozac – you name it, I’ve tried it), nothing worked for me the way yoga has.

    Taking the time to practise every morning relieves me of symptoms of anxiety, alleviates depression, helps me to connect to and accept my own body and self as I am right now and allows me to flow through the rest of my day in a state of calm, rather than panic.

    I noticed the drastic difference in myself as soon as I started practising regularly and have never looked back. It has become the most vital tool of my recovery maintenance; my medication if you like, in its most natural and effective form.

  2. Connects mind-body-soul

    We have become so disconnected from ourselves. In the age of technology where our minds are constantly distracted and flooded with jargon as we watch life through screens, we often become lost in a trance and lose touch of reality and ourselves. We forget to check in with our-selves and notice how we are truly feeling.

    Allowing ourselves the time to breathe, move our bodies and switch off from the outside world, enables us to connect back to our true selves, noticing the things we may normally ignore and giving us the tools and time to re-connect and understand who we are on a deeper level.

  3. Physical benefits

    This reason in itself comes with a long list of reasons…

    – Improves circulation
    – Increases strength, flexibility and balance
    – Corrects posture
    – Prevents cartilage and joint break down
    – Protects the spine
    – Increases blood flow
    – Improves bone health
    – Boosts immune system
    – Lowers blood pressure and blood sugar
    – Prevents digestive issues / aids digestive system
    – Supports connective tissues
    – Releases tension
    – Aids sleep
    – Regulates adrenaline glands
    – Increases focus
    – Up’s heart rate

  4. Discipline

    Disciple is freedom. Yoga is as much of a joy as it is a form of self-discipline.

    It’s not always easy to summon the motivation to get on the mat and move, but it is always worth it. It’s not uncommon that the days I feel like practising the least, are the days I in fact needed it the most. I have never left my mat regretting practising, no matter how unmotivated I felt or lazily I moved through the motions.

    The practise of self-discipline is useful training not just for maintaining a regular yoga practise, but also for all aspects of our lives and holding ourselves accountable for keeping our promises to ourselves and others.

  5. Balance

    Balance physically, but also balance in life.

    Yoga has enabled me to find a healthy balance in all aspects of my life. It has transformed my once all-or-nothing mindset to one of compromise. By letting go of the things I cannot control, I can appreciate the ebbs and flows of life with a different (and certainly more relaxed) perspective. It’s helped me to be able to live and experience, rather than exist and resist.

  6. Self-care

    The term ‘self-care’ has been thrown around the internet for a while now. To be honest I deemed it as a kind of lame excuse for self-indulgence, so naturally I rolled my eyes and turned the other way… but what does it actually mean?

    The Dictionary definition of ‘self-care’ is:
    ‘The practice of taking action to preserve or improve one’s own health.’
    ‘The practise of taking an active role in protecting one’s own well-being and happiness, in particular during periods of stress’.


    It was only when I began to practise yoga, that I could fully understand what this all meant. Taking action to preserve my own health or to protect my own happiness is something I have never even thought about before, let alone done. I began to realise that the more time I spent on myself, doing things that benefit me, that feel good; the better I felt in every aspect of my life. I realised that ‘being selfish’ can in fact be an act of selflessness; in that if you take care of yourself first, you have more to give to others.

    Although self-care can be anything from a hot bath, to a nap, a walk or an afternoon reading a good book, I feel that no activity embodies the practise of self-care as well as yoga does (for me anyway). When you practise you are giving yourself time and permission to check-out of reality, to focus on absolutely nothing but yourself. It is your gift of time to yourself. You are taking care of your body, mind and spirit simultaneously and the difference this act of self-care can make to your life is incredible.

  7. The power of the pause.

    What’s next. What’s next. What’s next.

    I used to be completely obsessed by time. Watching each second tick away as I anticipated the next activity, distraction, self-soother, break, meal, event. I was never in the moment because I was always either looking back, reminiscing over lost memories, or looking forward, attempting to tell my own future, feeling anxious or desperate as I waited for that next thing.

    Savasana, or corpse pose, was (and still is) the pose that I find most difficult. For anyone who isn’t familiar with it, it’s that pose right at the end of a class, where you lie on your back with your eyes closed, allowing your body to completely relax. And that’s why I found it so hard, because I didn’t know how to relax, I didn’t know how to do nothing.

    Practising this pose has taught me patience, which has transferred itself to all aspects of my life. Rather than feeling stressed and angry whilst stuck in traffic or waiting for a delayed train, I now take a moment to pause, realise that the circumstances are completely out of my control, but remember that my own reactions are completely within my control. Will feeling stressed and angry make the train arrive faster? No. Will watching the clock make the seconds tick quicker? Still no. Will my anxiety resolve the current issue or make it worse? Probably make it worse. Will breathing and remaining calm make you feel better? Most definitely.

  8. Karma Yoga

    Karma yoga is taking the philosophy of yoga and putting it into action. It means selfless service, humbling the ego, embodying the ‘unity’ that is yoga, being part of something bigger than yourself.

    Karma yoga is the yoga of action. It is about purifying the heart through acts of selfless-service. It teaches us compassion for ourselves and for others, and kindness without exception or gain.

    This practise is something we can all be doing in all aspect of our lives. Community service, volunteering, taking the time to listen to someone, holding a door open, giving up our own time to help someone else are all great examples of the practise of karma yoga. If everyone was practising this all the time, wouldn’t the world be a much nice place?

  9. Concentration and focus

    Focusing on synchronising breath with movement is a powerful tool for improving our concentration span. Doing this for an hour each morning has allowed me to learn to still the mind, de-clutter the mess and thus give my head more space to utilise my concentration span and ability to focus on important tasks throughout my day, without my mind wondering.

  10. Self-study

    In oder to be able to heal ourselves, we must first understand ourselves. Yoga provides us with the tools we need to dig deep, to look closely, to discover things about ourselves we perhaps never knew were there.

    This can sometimes be uncomfortable; perhaps we have buried certain things and experiences deep within ourselves because we would rather not face them. We may have done this consciously or subconsciously. Unblocking, releasing and letting go of the pain, suffering, or negativity that we tend to hold in the body is one of the most wonderful powers of yoga. Finding, acknowledging and then letting go of what no longer serves us.

    As you move further along your yoga journey and deeper into your practise, you will find yourself uncovering so many interesting things about yourself, about your body, your mind, your life. This practise of self-study not only proves imperative to self-healing, but also extremely useful in all aspects of life. Being able to understand yourself means leaning who you truly are. Accepting who you truly are is the practise of self-acceptance. Practising self-acceptance leads on to the beauty of self-love.

    Loving yourself makes life a whole lot easier.